autismo

primeramente voluntario

solo miro dentro

y dentro quiero algunas cosas

las quiero hoy a esta hora

y solo hoy a esta hora, por hoy, importa

hoy, a esta hora, quiero algunas cosas

y en este idioma es en el que digo

y en este idioma es en el que siento

que sólo esas cosas importan

por hoy, por ahora

 

scenarios

one is a construction of back-turning-time alter realities

full of

small and simple possibilities

small and simple dreams of what should (ve) be(en)

small and simple 

small and simple, I say to myself

where are you? I ask

well, i could ask... i mean

I mean

I mean, I miss

one of my parts

So yeah, there's one in which I don't

in which I am whole 

three years ago

no less

no more

the three-years-ago-version-of-me scenario

is the one where i restart stories

and re-arrange chapters 

but then 

i guess the last and best one is the jump into madness

with some of my things

oceans and continents breached

and i decide for the craziest idea

and i choose between the happy|happier and

unlikeliest

absurdest

impossiblest

happiest of all 

endings